well, after some hard times I could finish page 22 of this story... lots of things, most bad and some good happened in this time, I had a strong infection and Iam here just by a good amount of antibiotics and luck, but now I failed in a strong flu! so I cough like the hell, and of course, I can't smoke (I can't tell if this is good or bad) also I lost my girlfriend, while I was busy with the work and my health I had little time to see her, well, she was busy too, and now I found that in the meantime another guy played his ball and now Iam out of the game, just like that! but what the hell, I cannot depress for that, I have more important things to get depressed! now I feel tired, sick and like I have a million years over my back... yes, my back also is in pain!!! no, as Blondie says in her song, Good Boys Never Win...